2021

2021 truly feels like it didn't exist. It flew by. I went into this year with hope and though some of my worries were mended, all are not gone.

I've learned that the idea of the "best year ever" is inevitable. No matter the circumstances there will always be good and bad things that approach you. That's life. That's the basis of humanity. No person can go out of this world and say that they have never felt sad, lonely, jealous, and spiteful. But what this year taught me, is to enjoy the little moments and wins in life.

So much of our world is focused on negativity. It's truly depressing to watch. I feel like every time I turn on the news it's something somber. And though it's sometimes important to inform, it doesn't make anyone feel good. But once again, that's life.

We've all struggled this year. It was a tough one. From dealing with the loss of our family, friends, and idles or the stress of attempting to recreate normalcy after COVID. This year created historical moments we'll eventually laugh about.

Back to the little things. Something I've seemed to forget about at times. Did I lose this year? Yes. But that does not mean I did not win either.

I turned 17, an age I never thought I'd reach some days. I started my junior year of high school, and though it feels like I never truly got to experience high school, this year brought a little more of that feeling back to life. I started college applications and have found schools where I feel like I will thrive and love. (I know. It's crazy.) I traveled to so many beautiful places in our world with some of the most amazing people. I built so many new connections with my friends, and I met new people with who I truly feel a sense of belonging alongside. I made stupid choices, that I now look back and laugh upon. I served, I gave, I built trust, and I followed the guidance of the Lord. And most importantly, I realized that through all of my sorrow, my depression, my anxiety, I am truly blessed.

My memories of this year will be mixed emotions. But what my heart will remember is the blessedness I have achieved this year. So thank you 2021. I can't exactly say you will be missed, but you will surely be remembered.